If I could read your mind love,
What a tale your thoughts could tell
Fertility Vacation 3.0 // Stronger
IVF is hard. This is not what I thought it would be like. It has made me examine so many aspects of myself, and redefined my place in the world.
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Our road isn’t what I thought it would be. I can’t believe we are looking at IVF 3. Time to get brave again. Well maybe not again. Last time, I couldn’t find my way to bravery. I tried with everything that I had to gather my usual amount of bravado and failed. Bravery is just too much to ask, and doesn’t make sense. I don’t have the same admiration for it that I used to.
Read moreFertility Vacation 2.0 // Not This Time
Can this be it? Are we really not suppose to have kids? This process has shaken me to my core. I feel defeated. This time I know how cruel IVF can be. It’s no distant stranger. I’m not in shock, I’m just worn and hurt. Who would have guessed we would be sitting here.
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